@pamoslie As a grow and learn more about myself and my purpose and begin to live a life of purpose, I feel as if my Aura is changing. I was a blue/violet but for the past 2-3 years I feel myself becoming more and more violet/crystal.

I am not sure if this is really my emptional sensitivity as a blue. Or if I am becoming a crystal.
I have begun to feel more and more disconnected from the world and my lower desires. Really just feeling a great need to be with nature, God and reflection. When I work to get my message as a Violet out to the masses, I feel this fear and hesitation and desrie to just go back into my shell.

Socialization is difficult unless online. Im very empathic to the emotions of others. I no longer watch the news etc, it just really takes a toll on my energy level and outlook on life. The world seems to zap every bit of positivity that I have unless I stay in my own bubble.

Question or concern. I have a strong desire to use my experiences and what I have learned to help others. But I am unconsciously putting up blocks due to my general fear of connecting to the world, or rather the people in the world and the negative emotions that come when I do.

How can I help the world when I fear having a connection to them?
I feel like there is a block in my heart , that I use to protect myself. I am fine until I actually go out and begin to deal with people.